Yeah, so time change suddenly came down here and I don't even know what time it actually is...sighs, the complicated time zone and daylights saving is really confusing! Make it stop! So, in another news that doesn't involve time or anything of the sort, homework and that whole swine flu thing are getting tired. Went to the fair yesterday afternoon, not only was the weather in this crazy condition, but there was a bunch of people with small children. In all honesty, poor things! They get pushed around and squished on by everyone else, plus it started to rain and there were babies around too. I don't usually care about children or anything of the sort, but come on! Don't try to go out and pretend that you are single still despite having like four children following behind you. Tch, it was a rather annoying little thing that bothered me until I left.

So, it rained, well more like it poured down like a huge cascade. I got completely wet, and I hope that I don't get sick 'cos with the swine flu problem thing, I can't afford to get kicked out of school just for that. Besides, exam start this week...bleh! It was fun though, despite the rain of course. Maybe I just need to get out more or something like that...seeing that people are starting to think I live under an evil lair or something crazy like that. Did I even use the word right? I don't know, nor do I want to bother myself with that either. Sighs, I'm off to start that homework and I will most likely not finish today hahahahaha!

Oh man, oh man...sometimes it is best to feel nothing in order to forget and move on. Right, right...maybe it was never meant to be from the very start and things should've remained that way in the first place. Besides that, it might've been better to have remained strangers from afar so nothing would've happen. What am I even talking about? Sighs, well it is best to not remember and just get on with my life for the sake of acting like a pathetic fool. Tomorrow is going to be a rather awful day, only because it's monday and its the beginning of a long week, plus exams start next week as well. How lame! Oh well, gotta get studying again for the sake of keeping up my good grades or else I'll have to repeat certain classes or the entire semester! that can't happen at all.

So, moving on from that rather strange intro and rubbish like that. Halloween is coming--I will cry to no end 'cos I won't get any bloody candy! It is not nice to take candy away from me, but oh well that's too bad. Nothing much to really mention that sounds important or anything of the sort, only that it's cold here and it's really cloudy--gah why can't the bloody weather decide on one thing only. Tch, it's just an awful weather. *sobs* I want to go back to where I used to live at!! Okay, I'm not really crying, so don't take it seriously. Mmm...mmm...yeah I have nothing else to add so I'm leaving it at all. I'm simply writing just to let people know that I'm not dead or anything...just hiding

Pfft! I shall never make fun of bell boys again in my life--actually not that I ever made fun of them to begin with, but hey it's part of the things I'm studying. I'm still trying to re-think the reasons why I am studying Management in Tourism Enterprises & Business (it has a long name eh!). Not that I don't like it, it just still causes confusion upon my little mind knowing that I have to deal with people, when half the time I want to choke the lot I see for being completely obscene in so many ways and levels--sighs, but oh well. Anyways, so 9 long tortorous days have finally gone by, at least until Monday when I get my Statistics grade back, which I know I did poorly on it because my mind just kindly refuses to learn numbers--curse it sometimes alright! Hopefully I don't do so bad, the teacher still owns me an extra bonus point!

So, I did better in exams this time and I seriously needed to 'cos I almost wanted to (okay, not literally) jump off the third floor from my school because my grades were so bad! Sighs, somehow I still don't see why I panic over some grades I know that I can't go higher 'cos the teachers either make it like this twisting thing or don't tell us what to study--mmm no wonder I didn't get a high grade in Methods of Investigation II! After all, she doesn't even teach us a single thing; only yelling us at how constantly we don't work in her investigation paper! Geez, who understands teachers! But whatever, I know that next semester is going to even more hellish work to get past it; though by 4th it'll be all practical instead of theory! Sheesh, I'm tired of writing too much! It's part of the job though, it's part of the job--*must repeat this half a dozen times a day* I guess I can become passionate about my career! But, moving on here with my passionate career expression and such.

I'm about to turn--woah, no I'm not going to say how old, but whatever! So, yep and I'm going to leave it at that. Maybe some might guess or know already, but hey it doesn't matter! Having plans to attend the fair sometime before it ends in the 25th of this month, but need money--gotta plot a way to get some lol! Plus, the weather has been on and off. The entire week it was bloody hot; the trouble with that is that the sun doesn't even heat, it just burns! Though, its getting a bit cold so that's not so bad! So, well that's about the only stories and things in life that have been happening! Sighs, off to find something to do this weekend! Woot!

Messages just manage to become rather short and less expressive, somehow it feels like trying to translate kanji to english...even though I don't know how to do that. Sighs, why can't people just write everything out completely so I don't waste my time trying to figure out what the hell they want! Right, right...saving time, message blah, blah! Anyways, just randomly saying this as we speak since there's nothing else to do. Sighs!

Okay, so I finally posted some art...actually it is only one thing and everything, but hey I manage alright. Some girl in class squealed over it, which I didn't see the need to do so, but whatever. The douche named...Alan or known to everyone who knows I like him as Naruto (thank my guy friend Mario for that, idiot!). Why is there even a reference to that manga for? I really can't understand that, but everyone here in this country makes many references to him and it's really stupid. Anyways, after not talking to him last semester due to my rather picky socializing and my pathetic social skills, I speak to him practically every day in class and we yell at each other a lot too. Woah...woah...wait...wait...why am I saying this here? Man, I don't even want to know. Sleep deprevation makes you say, write, type things that shouldn't! Okay, off to do my homework though before the day ends...School still sucks!

Damn it, school just plainly sucks! A month already and I feel like quitting; specially since most of those idiots in my class have completely done a 180 on me. Tch, they fucking suck, they have become a bunch of pussies and just complete tards! (MY colourful language has gotten a little more colour or what????) Anyways, all of my classes are completely boring, I failed my Finance Math exam completely, I probably failed my Stats exam too due to the time--fucking hate the fact that all of those things take ages to figure it out and I really hate that class anyways. I have to fucking apply myself more on that, or else I'll have to drop out entirely just for the sake of keeping my parents from spending $1,500 per month. I'll do better, or else I'll be so pissed off at myself for it.

Why does it sound like I'm venting? Actually, I don't even know. At the moment I should be doing homework, trying to finish up the whole tourism development in Vegas--sadly there's not much info to work with seeing that there's specific questions that I have to answer. Sighs, plus I have to send it by email by tonight! Le Gasp, at least I'm almost done seeing that I'm on the very last part of it, but the info isn't helping at all. Besides that, there's other hw to complete for Methods class and Stats, though stats is becoming a bit complicated and I'm going to leave it like it is so if she doesn't like it, then that's just too fucking bad.

Well, seeing that I have not been here for ages lets do a quick update on my rather busy life.
1. School
2. School
3. Homework
4. Exams
5. More homework!
Those are the top 5 things that practically eat my life away...such a waste actually. Enough with the fucking list here! I mentioned that the guy I was so in love with wasn't coming back...turns out that he did return on the very first day of school. Funny, after spending my entire two weeks of break trying not to think about him...the douche returns. Sighs, plus he's in my classroom and I'm talking to him now. Is both good and bad. Bad when we almost nearly try to beat each other up for no reason at all or we are telling each other to fuck off...funny to some extent since it's practically sarcasm. Bleh, anyways the idiots from class have changed from being alright to being complete assholes! This past friday we got in trouble because they can't keep their fucking mouth shut for one bloody second...it's like they have a beehive inside their mouths or something that prevents them from shutting up. So, that was a good thing at all, plus they kind of made fun of the fact that it was 9-11 (which I am so not going to get into the subject at all). Guess people are so unconsiderante of certain situations...well this country is fucking conformist so you decide!

Shit! I have chores to do...bleh I haven't finished homework! Damn it!